I think its all I can do...

I guess, I will not see him for long long time.

My friends went to her house took those picture for me.

6 months now, I think, finally I can face it...

maybe..........

we broke out, and shiro be with her.

you know the funny thing is, I cry only when I saw shiro.

6 years with her; 8 years with shiro; which is important? if you ask, the answer is sample, shiro is her; she is shiro.

I always left them together.

why I writting on today; guess what?!!!!!

tomorrow is her birthday and I know there are have a lot of friends will be in her new house

I really don't care she will have another one or not...... it will happen soon or later anyway.

I just want to make sure shiro is ok; I'm not even know where they are live. Guess she think is will be batter for her.

Please all the people can see this, don't ever asking me I'm ok or not alright.

if you really want to know.......fuck you it is fucking not ok.....alright.

no of people can tell me how I can do to go through... I just want to see shiro again.

It is all my problems, no one can help me to fix it.

這幾天一直在想為什麼, 人就是這麼賤我想是對的

為什麼所有的問題都在這一年, 年輕可能是本錢 跌倒可以再起來,

但是如果當你起來時確面目全非

那這意義在那裡, 失去的是永遠也不會再回來!!! 不是嗎

"但是那好像也沒有怎樣," 我想如果我還是這樣想 我就真的要判死刑了

回來十個月, 確越來越覺得一切都好假

那到底一輩子什麼最重要.......答案是我沒權利說的 因為我已放棄

我想我還是需要時間的.....要多久 ....不知道

我只想看看 SHIRO.....